Had another bad morning, took it out on the best part of my life, I’m so pissed at myself.

I was a total dick to Alex because I was feeling “things” and like the fucking idiot I am I started projecting them because I didn’t know what the fuck to do.

I’m just so sad that I let that horrible side get the best of me, and that I hurt Alex in the process. That’s the last thing that I want. I’m so sorry.